Scared to death.

Ok, so it has indeed been awhile since I have last blogged. My mind has been full. I start back to school ( Sfalls Seminary) next week, and though the classes seem not to be too bad, I am scared. Can I do this? How will there be enough hours in the day to manage and give to all those that have needs?
I know that I am called to pursue my education at this time, so I am seeking my MDIV with an emphasis in Pastoral Care. Where that takes me, I cannot say, that is only for the Lord to reveal to me.
Some have asked me what I hope to attain, and how I plan to use this degree in the future. The more I think about it, the more the idea of traveling and being with people on their personal journey is a precious gift in which to be a part. I want to walk with people on their path and use the gifts and talents God has given me to love people. I want to show people the love of God, that it is unconditional and available to everyone.
I have had the privilege to see a couple services from up front and what an honor that is. I told a friend today that I found it fun to be up there sharing the prayers and helping to lead the service. I found I enjoyed watching the congregation more and the impact the pastor's words had on them. I could see the understanding come to people. Moreimportantly I could see families, sometimes multiple generations worshipping together. I get it. I want my family with me and I want to share that journey with others.
So, for now, my call is to walk through the door to Sioux Falls Seminary and do as i am told.
I would covet your prayers and encouragement as I enter into this newest phase.